Ants, Crickets

I saw many ants and 2 crickets around my kitchen this morning...
I managed to kill one cricket but not the other one... I don't wanna go back home anymore.

Somehow, I feel very depressed every morning. I lack energy.

Finally, I came to the office and will go to the chest hospital from now.

I really wish they spoke English, so that I can talk with them freely and visit them when I want. I always need a translater, which limits my work time and also my opportunities. I want to visit some local NGOs or charity group but at the same time, I don't want to bother them.

Even stronger than ever, I want to take the opportunity of clinical clarkship in the US in my last year of medical scool.